Is it a bad sign that today, when BBC America thanked its viewers for making this the most watched season of the channel to date, I sincerely answered, "Oh, you're welcome"? I don't even watch much television. Call me elderly, but I cannot resist You Are What You Eat and Cash in the Attic.
Alex contacted me for the first time in approximately a week, and we have plans for Thursday. I had been quite nervous about him, but I guess I can breathe a little easier since he sounded more upbeat than last time. I did miss him, though.
I feel like I'm getting swallowed whole by loneliness sometimes, pulled backward and down into a dark, gaping abyss. It doesn't help me cope with social matters when I am already so able to retreat into my imagination, either.
I never got around to going for a run today. I'd feel worse about it if I hadn't been queasy since I woke up. Plus, I almost never find frogs.
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I feel the same way with loneliness. I'm okay with it but at the same time I'm not. Very tricky. Have fun with your friend, though. :)
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