12:52 AM

I am drinking jug wine from a mug marked with a Parliaments brand logo. I wish this was a new low.
I like how my bedroom is arranged now. It's cleaner and appears larger. I still have to clear off my desk and the top of my dresser, but I think I'll save that for another time. I hope I can get to sleep tonight because my bed looks so inviting.
Rachel went to sleep, and, when I finally came out of my room, Colleen and I got to talk a little about the state of things. This situation with Dylan is frustrating, but I'm really trying not to put her in between us. I just feel like I'm giving up an apartment on which I pay rent and utilities, a place I felt safe, to do so.
Alex and I got coffee, got stoned and watched "Aaahh! Real Monsters" before I left today.
Either my eyes sting, or right behind my eyes stings.
I think I just need one person for all the time. I need someone to skip stones with, and I'm really disappointed by all these people who need to swim in the water to feel like they got an experience out of it.