9:02 PM

I am not looking to craft new connections. I don't want to further complicate my life or anyone else's. I'm just trying to get by unscathed.
The more I think about it, the more I come to the conclusion that I shouldn't get attached. It's not so hard for me, since I have a difficult time warming to people, anyway. It just seems like a lot of people are trying to pull me closer when I've got my arms outstretched.
It isn't reverse psychology, and it isn't some desperate attempt to make them want me more; it's just that I'm generally a fairly solitary person, and recent events have only cemented the idea in my head that I'm better off that way.